The last couple of days have been interesting to say the least! Found out yesterday that I am still not afraid and have no hesitation of telling people whats what and what is on your girls mind! Ha ha, I was very frustrated and def came off as a bit^%, but come to find out it was appreciated! Go figure! Ha ha! The funny thing was people thought I was mad! I was frustrated and tried to keep it lite by being sarcastic so I wouldn't get mad! Oh man, I think I would scare the silly outta people if they really saw me mad! Ha ha ha! Why do you think I try to be a bubbly, positive hot mess all the time ha ha!
Things have been going really well and something happened tonight that made your girl smile from ear to ear! Ha ha but shhhh! cause your girl ain't tellin! I'll leave it up to your fabulous imagination!
So, to shift gears a lil bit here... I worked the night shift tonight! So I got all the drunk couples in front of my stand making out ha ha! It was funny, then uncomfortable, then as weird as this sounds, made me wish I had someone to have insanely inappropriate public displays of affection with! How fun would it be to make out with a guy you really like and likes you back in public, having fun making others very uncomfortable ha ha! Posterity baby! As I was thinking about my crazy but awesome single status, I had to remind myself of something. As much as I would love to have someone to share my life with, to stay up all night talking and laughing about everything, someone I could trust with my secrets, and someone who is an amazing kisser, etc ha ha! As much as I want that now, I know it will all come in its own time! It sucks, and trust me, I hate hearing it lol! But, that special someone and I will be together when the time is right! Besides, my ideal Champ is someone I am friends with first! I wanna end up with my best friend! You can't rush things! Now some people may think I am crazy, "But what if he is dating someone else and comes and talks to you about her, won't that be too much!?" Sure, it would suck, but if you care about the person enough, you will stick it out! Because one of two things will happen. You will either end up falling head over heels for some one else and still have this amazing friendship, or you will end up with your best friend after all! Yeah there are some unfortunate things that could happen as well, but this chicka ain't no negative Nancy sweetheart!!
You just never know what life and love will bring, but you have to go into it with an open mind and open heart! You also can't be afraid! Afraid of rejection or afraid of falling in love! The best things in life are ALWAYS the HARDEST thing to get! You have to work for and work to keep it! You have to want to fight for it! I'll tell you one thing for sure, I want someone who is competitive for sure! Competition is always healthy, especially in a relationship!
It may be hard to just be friends with him for now or watch him with someone else, but ladies, be patient and be the woman that makes him not want to live his life without you! Be confident and sexy and be active in your life and passionate about something! Live your life and if he is still too stupid to realize what an amazing woman he has in front of him, kick his ass to the curb!! Ha ha! If you want people to think highly of you, you have to first think highly of yourself! Chasing after some jack ass who couldn't tell white trash from high class is definitely not thinking highly of yourself! Once you start raising the bar, the lil boys will disappear and the men will start stepping up! But you have to be the one to hold out for someone who will treat you like the FrKn AmZn Chicka that you are! Don't Settle!! Men who are worth anything, will be smart enough to step up to the plate and recognize the amazing angelic angel (or in my case... the sarcastic bad ass ha ha!) that God has so kindly blessed them with!! In the words of our Daddy's, "No man will ever be good enough!" So make sure you hold out for the one who gets the closest!
Going to talk to someone about a second job in the morning! I am gonna be one busy and tired chicka, but it will be worth it! Nothing worth having is ever easy and it shouldn't be! Can't wait to get over this mountain and stick it to all the haters! Thanks to all those who have really stepped up to help your girl out!! My pride has definitely taken a huge blow or two, but thats life right! Ha ha!
Your girl is a fighter and don't you ever forget that! If I die tomorrow and am remembered for anything, I want to be remembered for being the happiest and most positive sarcastic lil bad ass ya'll have ever met! I also wanna be remembered as the girl who put God first and her family! Nothing was ever more important to me then that!!! Then football and friends ha ha!!
Time to catch up on your girls beauty sleep! These sleepy looking bags under my eyes are big enough to keep a third world country warm ha ha! Lots of love! Go out and make someone happy today! XoXo!
Dedicated Diva!
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