Today I found out that I barely missed the pay period for this cycle! Which means that I will have to wait another 2 weeks for her first paycheck! This would seriously suck and your girl would be in tons of trouble if we weren't gonna start getting a cut of the tips! Cause girl is down to her last 5 bucks! (But don't tell the parents, don't need them worrying about their lil girl!) Plus I got this! Your girl is definitely a survivor for sure!! Don't get me wrong, I have definitely had many moments where I have wanted to just break down and cry! I am broke, I can't do the things I need to do let alone the things I want to do for my career! I am so blessed to have a job, but these next few days and weeks are gonna be "fun" to say the least lol! On the other hand, I am incredibly grateful to be going through this mess! It has given me the chance to see my true colors and how strong I really am! (Don't worry Daddy didn't raise no Mary! Ha ha!) Plus, it has also given me the opportunity to become that much closer to my Heavenly Father and Savior Jesus Christ which has been amazing!!
People ask me what I will do if the music/boxing thing doesn't come through! First, I tell them that this is what I am meant to do and there is no plan B! I will die pursuing my dreams cause lil mama is not a 9-5 office girl! Free spirit for sure! I don't think people understand either! I have all the ingredients to making it big! Girl just has to be patient! I wanna be prepared to stick it out for years to come in this biz, not be thrown in, then chewed up and spit out because it came too fast!! Life is about the journey, not the destination!! I wanna enjoy the ride! Learn from the hard times and then when I finally make it... I won't have to say one word! Cause your girls talent and success will speak for itself!! Ha ha! Please keep the negative comments and the doubts coming! It gives me that much more motivation to succeed! Plus it will be so much more sweet to be able to stick it to you when I blow up on the scene! Your girl does not get mad and she does not get even! She lives her life to the fullest and gets her sexy on 24/7! That is my revenge! Why!? Because i kill em with kindness and how awesome is it to be living this amazing life when all you had to say was negative about it! You look like the jack ass! Ha ha! Hey Karma baby! Karma!!! And don't plan on being one of those fake ass people who join the band wagon when things turn around for your girl! You can't handle me at my worst, you don't get to experience the FrKn AmZn times! Life doesn't work that way suga!
You keep doubting! Baby girl's gonna keep hustlin! This is my life and Im doing things my way and you best believe that you are one lucky S.O.B. if I LET you be apart of it! Thats not cocky, that is real talk baby!
XoXo
Dedicated Diva
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